In the year 1986, I arrived on Mother Earth. Since then I knew I never wanted to be a part of this world. It felt like my world was right at the place from where God did send me here.
Neverminded! I am here now.
I am a highly sensitive person who never knew about this until 2015. I kept on believing that I ain’t an emotional person but when I published my first book of poetry I realized I have been full of emotions since genesis. Kindness and humbleness come naturally to me but if someone behaves out of the loop, well I fix them right away.
I love to write, paint, work out, dance, and cook. I have always been keen on learning new things and for that, I need not interact with people. I can be on my own in finding the solution to anything and everything. That’s how I experimented with Mexican, South Indian, Italian, and North Indian food.
My heart resides in the eyes of the dogs and I find them as the most innocent and lovable creatures in this whole world. I drink often with my father and I would have never asked a better drinking buddy than him in my life. He is a great human being with such an honest heart. I love him for who he is.
I don’t treat my mother as my mother because she is my best friend and a soul friend. She makes me laugh and at times I find her so beautiful. She has learned great things in her knitting work on her own. I am very proud of her. I have siblings who live abroad and I don’t like them either. I have issues with everyone who doesn’t take care of their parents no matter what.
All families have issues and people must grow not as per their age but in maturity and understanding others. Also, I certainly believe in “As you sow so shall you reap”. I don’t believe in taking revenge and I forgive people easily. I have forgiven my estranged husband too but I am not going to get my divorce case closed without teaching him a fine lesson. If there were no lessons, people would have been repeating the same with others too. I don’t want that to happen.
If I can make stop something worse to happen then why not?
I have an OCD (Obsessive-compulsive disorder) of cleaning and sorting things out in a particular order. If someone would pick my things from one place and keep them somewhere else I would go and teach them how to do it right. It is that compulsive. I am disciplined too. If I make up my mind about things I make sure that I achieve them on time.
I would say I have been known by plenty of people but I have few friends. I don’t count my friends on the tips of my fingers but I make sure with whom I am interacting and investing my time. I don’t entertain morons at all as I believe in “It’s better to be alone than in a bad company”.
I have been a solo traveler and loved going to new places meeting new people. I am super clever when I travel alone. It won’t show on my face but I know how to be safe and secured in the first place. I don’t think so there is any place on the earth where we feel safe except inside our brain.
“I am convinced that most people do not grow up…We marry and dare to have children and call that growing up. I think what we do is mostly grow old. We carry accumulation of years in our bodies, and on our faces, but generally our real selves, the children inside, are innocent and shy as magnolias.” ― Maya Angelou